Monday, July 27, 2009

Man Bai - Kau Ilhamku

beribu bintang di langit kini menghilang
meraba aku dalam kelam
rembulan mengambang kini makin suram
pudar ilhamku tanpa arah
sedetik wajahmu muncul dalam diam
ada kerdipan ada sinar
itukah bintang ataupun rembulan
terima kasih ku ucapkan

izinkan ku mencuri bayangan wajahmu
izinkan ku mencuri khayalan denganmu
maafkan lah
andaikan lagu ini menganggu ruangan hidupmu
kau senyumlah
sekadar memori kita di arena ini

kau ilhamku
kau ilhamku

izinkan ku mencuri bayangan wajahmu
izinkan ku mencuri khayalan denganmu
maafkan lah
andaikan lagu ini menganggu ruangan hidupmu
kau senyumlah
sekadar memori kita di arena ini

kau ilhamku
kau ilhamku

lagu ini lagu dendangan kegemaran pelajar di Convent. ada sahaja persembahan nyanyian lagu melayu, ada sahajalah lagu ini. dengan pastinya. tapi bosan tidak dikatakan bosan, mual tidak juga. tapi lagu ini tetap sedap didengar walaupun sentiasa dimainkan.

tetapi kini sudah kian lama meninggalkan pangkalan sekolah, lagu ini tetap menjadi kegemaran. dan apabila mendengarnya, tetap akan membawa saat-saat nostalgia.

Friday, July 24, 2009

awesomus is the new

the day of yesterday was all sunny blue skies and fluffy cotton candy clouds. no haze. it's been awhile since the sun has spread it's light so far down. but, to be able to enjoy laying our eyes on such beauty, and skipping under the sun merrily, there is a price to pay, which is a butter-melting heat. but the it is not a hefty price, it is a price i am willing to pay - anytime.

blue skies were as blue as the deep blue sea. clouds was so tempting. they made me want to jump on them and summersault like on a trempouline. oooo----weeeeee-----niceeeeee.wanttt.

and when the night falls, there was nothing more deserving then seeing clusters of stars, twinkling in the darkness. there were stars ev.ver.ry.where. its been a longgg time since i have seen so many stars looking back down at me.

and i realise, in times like that, there is only one gadget that is able to capture the moment, the image. that is our eyes. if only i could save this breathtaking sight to share with others, it would be so awesomus.

at the same time, the playground in the Lake Gardens just got their new fix of swings. if only i had someone to go to the swings with me on this night to enjoy the stars, there would not be any other night better than tonight.

and there were no one available to accompany me to the swing to sing because Ezen has left to go back to Down Under. all the best to her. and yes, 2 down, 1 more to

be this for now.

Thursday, July 16, 2009

just because i wanted to update something..

firstly, my dear friend, Tan Mizen, has FINALLY moved her butt off and flown it to Perth, Australia. after many months and days of using time very generously on nothing, she is now in Perth for almost a week. on a mission to educate herself. and for her, i truly hope that her third time coming would be her charm. and that she will now own determination to carry on and also quick adaptation to foreign culture without stress and pressure. so if you are reading, high 5. lets do it!

though it was rather sad to see her leave, but i was maybe happier to see her finally doing something benefitial for herself for her future. time waits for no man.

i really do not have any secondly actually.

secondly, did you all Taiping residents, young and old, short and tall, plump and skinny, know of the existance of a pretty freak'in awesome ATV park, just right opposite of the Kamalodge - which is along the way to Taman Sentosa? still do not know where exactly - it is also along the way to Burmese pool. ok. (if you still do not know, i guess you do not belong in Taiping) it's small entrance, small signage and many trees surrounding the area makes it rather difficult to be spotted. it is called the, 'ATV - Adventure Park Larut'. so go give it a try, best time and weather to do so would be on drizzly afternoons. because a lil wet would make it a lil wilder. haha. but also be prepared for a rather costly price and for a hand-aching ride of fun. most importantly, be well prepared for temptations to be addicted to this expensive hobby. and later, be a fan on Facebook. (a photo of ezen and i is on facebook.)

Monday, July 6, 2009

the question isss

the answer is yes.


it is like you are the Sun and i am the Earth.

the Earth spins around the Sun.

everything revolves around the Sun.

no matter how far the Earth floats away in space, the Earth will end up in the orbit of the Sun because of it's great gravitational pull.

the Sun may be light years farway from the Earth, but the Earth still feels the warmth of the Sun and sees the light of the Sun.

everytime when the sunrises, the Earth smiles.

and when the sunsets, it gives the clouds on Earth a beautiful shade of orange, red, yellow, and purple; beautifully blended together.

the Earth cannot live without sunlight, scientifically proven. but apparently, Sun lives, with or without the Earth. but its fine.

on rainy days, cloudy days, and hazy days, little sunlight penetrates through but there is still light. there is still you.

without, my world, my Earth, would be a cold cold place.

Sunday, July 5, 2009

lesser than more.

everyday has been a series of on-going events, though it may just be totally wasting time on trash talk and sipping on coffee, but then, is not wasting time just the perfect pass time?

i am now typing as i listen to Wimbeldon Radio on the final fifth set of the men's singles final. wimbeldon has come and gone, in just a blink of an eye. and the suprise finalist of Andy Roddick. i did not watch a single match on Wimbeldon because of two reasons, 1. because as all well may know, Rafael Nadal decided not to play due to his knee tentinitis and 2. no sports channel on astro. but since Nadal is not playing anyway, i had no reason to take the initiative to search for source to watch the tournament.
*ohh, its a tight final.*

aside from a busy week, it was also a dark week for me. because my phone died on me. it died. on me. my loyal phone for the past 3 years or so. it may be an old phone, but the sentimental value is as expensive as the latest phone around. i am not grining in happiness even for a little bit because i have never desired for a new one before. my phone was there for me when i was mad, when i wanted to share some happiness, when i needed to reach out to the world, when i needed something to smile about, i turn to my phone. but now its all gone. all my contacts are gone. i will continue to mourn.

Roddick did not win. final set of 16-14. Federer is now back to the no.1 position and he now surpasses Sampras's record in grand slam wins. and (oh my god) he is going to be a father in a few weeks.

we got to learn how to deal with our emotions and our reactions when things fail to go our way. it may be bitter but make your smile the sugar.